on FreeStylin' and Sophy

hi. from now on i'll start posting non-literary stuff in here for a change, well, you know, random thoughts and the likes. hehe. some visitors and friends have really been keen in observing my (pseudo)romantic mood in this dark and feeble(?) blog.so ok, i'm doing it freestyle. hehe. so much for poetry, love and all thecrap that comes along with those things. heck, who's reading anyway?kidding.so ok, now what? well, things have been goin' smoothly for the past coupla weeks though i haven't really figured anything in particular that made it silky smooth for me.well, i guess in general, hehe. i'm having a fun time @ Branders, love my job there (lots pof perks and yes, pretty "gels") and home is still unstable as usual (w/c makes it great). damn, still can't think of something worth this piece. well, ok, i visited sophia's blog and every page i turn makes me nostalgic 'bout high school and all the stuff i went through with her, like accompanying her when she took a bath during blackout (no, i was not able to see her naked body nor did i attempt to do so), singing and chatting in the fire exit of our dorm, singing silly love songs and listening to her whenever she gets to lament about her studies and lame crushes on campus. also that time when she drank vodka and got crazily drunk, and i took care of her, you know, wiping her warm towel and making her drink coffee and stuff. one interesting note on that one: it happened while we were staying in our dorm, and while she was drunk, she didn't recognize anyone, including our dorm manager, well, except for me. i as the only person she knew that time she was drunk and crazy.hehe. i knew i was really special to her that time (naks!!!). ahh, those days. i remembered singing to myself "a special memory" by the CompanY when she left MSHS (damn, that was cheesy) while i was alone standing by the santan plantbox. really felt sad that time, because i thought the best person i had that time was lost to me forever. i remembered that one time when she screamed from the 4th floor just to shout out props for my performance in a play we did in 2nd year. she always told me how a hopeless romantic i was (still am) and that she started to like me (in a sort of platonic-romantic-you-be-the-judge way) when i told her about a girl i really liked that time. funny thing was, i also started to like her in the same funny way. we had like an MU thing goin' on, but just knew it when uhurm "the feeling was gone."

i just read her blog this morning and i was like, this girl has changed, though i hope something in her didn't, the Sophy that i used to know and love (also in a sort of platonic-romantic-you-be-the-judge way). well, i just hope to get to see her soon in person and hopefully get to spend fine time with her. oh, just to add, i still keep her letters. or maybe letter.:)

take care sops.catch u soon.and i miss you.